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Updates from Life in Chaos
Update: 7/27/2026
I am currently transferring my writings from social media and my personal files to this blog, along with some new content. Feel free to leave feedback in the comments. An email has been set up for contacting me and for Newsletters; however, I am still working on building the site and relearning the very basic coding I once knew long ago.
I am currently thinking of setting up a “Dear Diary” blog for brain dumps and the chaotic shenanigans that are my life.
For now, I have also started to publish the Shadow Work Workbook I am creating while simultaneously working on my own journey. I am hoping to help others see that while the work is often difficult and at times painful, there is progress, even when it doesn’t feel like it. Healing is not linear. In fact, knowing is only the first step. The work is far more complicated and requires that we be patient with both the healing and ourselves. Give yourself grace for being an imperfect human. You are not alone.
Thank you for your patience and thank you for taking the time to read my writing and the telenovela that is my life.
Sincerely,
Not Your Bunny XO
Fresh Pages & Dark Thoughts
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Rest In Peace
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May You Find Your Way Home
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🌾 Blessed Lammas/Lughnasadh🌾
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Dear Husband,
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Childhood: Where the Story Began – RQ 1 & 2
Warning: I am posting my answers here. They contain child abuse. You do not have to read these. You can answer the questions on your own. If you start to read but it’s triggering, please stop right away. You can… Continue reading
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Chapter 1 – Childhood: Where the Story Began (Shadow Work)
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Where the Shadows Bloom: Uncovering the Wounds, Truths, and Roots of the Self (Workbook)
A Quick Disclaimer I’m not a licensed therapist, psychologist, or mental health professional. I’m simply someone who has experienced trauma, spent years trying to understand it, and is passionate about psychology and healing. I’ve gone back to school to… Continue reading
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Update from Life in Chaos 7/27/2026
Updates from Life in Chaos Update: 7/27/2026 I am currently transferring my writings from social media and my personal files to this blog, along with some new content. Feel free to leave feedback in the comments. An email has been… Continue reading
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Knowing Isn’t the Same as Healing
A Quick Disclaimer I’m not a licensed therapist, psychologist, or mental health professional. I’m simply someone who has experienced trauma, spent years trying to understand it, and is passionate about psychology and healing. I’ve gone back to school to study… Continue reading
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The Red String of Fate
They say there is a red string woven through every life. A single thread slipping through forests and cities, over mountains, across rivers, through the countless miles between one heart and another. As a child, I thought it… Continue reading
