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Updates from Life in Chaos
Update: 7/27/2026
I am currently transferring my writings from social media and my personal files to this blog, along with some new content. Feel free to leave feedback in the comments. An email has been set up for contacting me and for Newsletters; however, I am still working on building the site and relearning the very basic coding I once knew long ago.
I am currently thinking of setting up a “Dear Diary” blog for brain dumps and the chaotic shenanigans that are my life.
For now, I have also started to publish the Shadow Work Workbook I am creating while simultaneously working on my own journey. I am hoping to help others see that while the work is often difficult and at times painful, there is progress, even when it doesn’t feel like it. Healing is not linear. In fact, knowing is only the first step. The work is far more complicated and requires that we be patient with both the healing and ourselves. Give yourself grace for being an imperfect human. You are not alone.
Thank you for your patience and thank you for taking the time to read my writing and the telenovela that is my life.
Sincerely,
Not Your Bunny XO
Fresh Pages & Dark Thoughts
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It begins
The sun slips softly beyond the horizon, and the world grows quiet — it grows still. That is when it begins — the loneliness, the ache, the memories I keep leaving behind. They rise like restless tides, and… Continue reading
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My Guiding Light
I may not have a guiding light anymore… but maybe one day I’ll find one again. One that won’t leave me. The day grew dark; shadows swallowed the sun, and I was lost in an endless night —… Continue reading
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House Rules
The games clatter before her. Dice dance on green felt, coins sing with every wager. Cards slide across to every player. A desperate choreography of being sought out. Cigarette smoke in the air. Thin. Sweet. Already fading. He… Continue reading
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The Uncomfortable Truth About Being “Too Much”
Before you read this, know that I have been working on this for a few days, but I just don’t have it in me to write a real paper… especially since I’ve been out of school for a minute and… Continue reading
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Are you okay?
Inspired by both a friend and my personal experience as we both struggled to answer this question after devastating heartache. You want me to say, “I’m okay.” But I can’t. The words catch in my throat – exhausted… Continue reading
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I dreamt of love
I dreamt of a life filled with joy and adventure, shared with someone special. I dreamt of road trips and mountain trails, of sitting beside you in the quiet wild, watching the horizon stretch endlessly before us. I… Continue reading
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Breathe
A poem about feeling trapped and seeking out something more wild. Continue reading
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Welcome to Life In Chaos
If you’re reading this, welcome. I originally started this blog many years ago. So many that I no longer remember when. I’ve gone back and forth on whether I wanted to start this blog. Not because I don’t have… Continue reading
